I’ve been on birth control pills for six days now and I’m feeling kind of sick all the time. Years ago when my general physician put me on bcp as a bandaid for pcos (which he put in my charts but curiously never told me I was dxed with; he just told me it would help keep cysts away which I was having trouble with at the time) I was only ever on low dose bcp and when lower dose ones came out I would ask to be switched if possible and my dr. readily agreed. Now, I’m not on a low dose and it makes me feel pukey. I mentioned it to the nurse at my RE and she said “well, it’s only for three weeks” so I guess that means I have to deal with it. I would prefer to go through this treatment feeling great and upbeat but I know nothing worth having is ever easy. I’m willing to do whatever it takes and feel however bad if I can just accomplish having a baby and holding him/her in my arms. So many people take it for granted that they can have children and never stop to think about the miracle they are holding. I can only make a promise to myself and my unborn children that I will cherish them forever and never take them for granted; I’ve already worked so hard to bring them into this world and they aren’t even conceived yet. I hope this IVF cycle works. I want to be one of those miracles that conceives on the first cycle. Here’s to hoping and praying….