This ivf thing makes coming up with titles a lot easier.  I just put the day I’m at and wa-la, instant title.  Anyways, how have I been?  Well, I’m peeing-on-a-stick a lot.  I now have five times.  Also, I believe I’ve effectively saw the end of the residual hCG from my trigger shot.  This morning I POAS and it was basically non-existant.  I say basically because I believe the cheapies from Wal-Mart have a shadow.  I’ve used them during other cycles when I honestly knew we had no hope and there were still shadows in certain lights.  Tonight, I have to go pick up some supplies for DH so I will be getting some FRER so I can put my mind to rest.  Of course, I’ve read that really the earliest you should take a test in hopes of a positive after IVF is around 5dp5dt.  So, that is what I’m going to do.  DH will obviously have to stop me from ripping open a package tonight and taking one early anyways.  I know, I know.  I’m horrible.  I just want this to work.  I have such a good, positive feeling about it but I need that BFP in my hand!  So far, I’m having some small cramps which I hope is a good sign and then I’m having the nausea, back pain, and fatigue for which the progesterone in oil is the probable culprit.  I can’t wait to see what the Vivelle-dots I stuck on my skin this morning do to me!  Oh well, if it helps our embryos stick around, I’ll do whatever it takes!


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